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I knew it was coming, i just knew it!

And the tears come streaming down your face
When you lose something you can't replace
When you love someone but it goes to waste
Could it be worse?


Received your email, and I knew this was it.
I couldn't bring myself to open the letter, I really couldn't.
I merely just stared hard at your name. For one, I was afraid
it would have told me things I didnt want/wish to know. I was
afraid I would even break down after reading it. I was afraid,
very afraid.

I'm sorry, I'm someone who's unable to mask or rather, control
my emotions and expressions. Every feeling seems to be written
across everywhere, esp my face. I'm just an ordinary girl trying
to pick up broken/shattered pieces, and getting cut in the process.
I would have let time heal those wounds, which have left countless
scars. I would learn to come to terms and live with it, however its
just too painful. There's nothing more I want to know, it just hurts.

Thanks for the reply anyways.
The fact is, the truth always hurts.
I'll live with it, I'll live with the pain.


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On a brighter note, guess who I caught today!



















I missed you, precious. PRESTY!

posted by stacey @ Thursday, July 13, 2006